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[08 Jan 2004|09:24pm] |
( too much time on my hands... )
so i figured why not post a million pix at a time, rather than 48678074 seperate ones.
lately i dont even know what im feeling
i really like this guy and i finally got the guts to tell him
he didnt say much of anything
oh well what am i supposed to do?
cant just stop thinking about him just like THAT but i guess it'll be a while until i can and thats normal
tommorow im probably hanging out with my keg buddy carlos!!!!! =] yay
(for all u outsiders, keg is better than a 6 pack!! mwahaha)
anyway so yah, i dono what else ahas been up. marissa came over today and we went and played basketball and raquetball at the westwood club
that was great fun
that little blue ball is like my anger output.
i hit that sucker like its the face of every person ive ever had problems with or make my life a little harder
sometimes i feel like i AM the little blue ball tho
bouncing around so much going in all directions...dont know which way to go and dont know how long it'll be till i bounce back
hmm maybe im just a lame proverb??
oh well lol either way, its allllll good in this 'hood.
oh btw, good news!! marissas not moving to england
yay
maaaaan some people are soooooo gay
wow
seriously like people at my school that are stupid for no reason should die</p>
and i probably do really mean that
but lets pretend i dont k?
anyway tho, i dono what else to say. im a confused nutcase of feelings and im not too sure what to think about everything
i need a GOOD guy
and i thought i had found him
but i guess he doesnt feel the same
i give up
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[29 Dec 2003|10:53am] |
fun stuff!!
i got a new layout and its awesome!
lol..i like it
BIG UPS TO NIKKI for the seethru color code!!
love you
happy birthdayyyyyyy
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| blaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaazed |
[28 Dec 2003|08:13pm] |
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lil rob - can we ride |
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got blazed again!
=]
sisters boyfriend thought i was funny andtook pix with his camera phone!!!
hahahaa theyre awful but oh well
( JuSS BLaZEEEE )
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| no matter what i gotta say, ima make sure that u stay |
[28 Dec 2003|07:07pm] |
*yesterday was super fun.
*today was super fun.
*im liking the pattern im seeing!!
*yesterday i cleaned my room as thouroughly as humanly possible.
*i really like how it turned out!
*i plan to keep it like this for a while..its easy.
*last nite me and some friends, who wish to be unnamed, went out and got so blazed it wasnt even funny, then drove around westwood trying to find a good place to chill, then went to taco bell. it was so fun omfg. the burrito supreme i got..i think it was burrito supreme anyway..was SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO good. wow.
me and 1 of my friends came back to my place and hung out before we went to sleep!
this morning we went to subway then took my friend home. i hung out for a while then me and lauren started talking then we decided we were gona go to CORONADO!
[[thats an island dood!!!!]] i swear ive lived in san diego my whole life and i didnt know that. anywayyyy so we were walking around the streets and stuff there, its almost like REAL land, but its an ISLAND! hahaha. there was this dumbass lady who was like super duper loud,HOW CUTE IS THIS PURSE! i looked at it and it was hella ugly so i was like PFFF NOT VERY!!!! hahha it was awesome. =]
dumb rich white folks. NOTHING AGAINST WHITE PEOPLE!...its just how i am shhh. chill white people are cool anyway. so then we drove to mira mesa and ate at fuddruckers, holy shit that place is good too, i had never been there before either. so then we drove back down here and here i am.
btw
the raiders lost today,but it doesnt matter cuz TRU raiders fans kno that the raiders are the shit anywaze.
Go RAiDERS!!!!
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| nothin much guyyyys |
[26 Dec 2003|01:30am] |
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g unit- smile...GOD I LOVE THAT SONG =] |
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still sore from surgery...suprise suprise.
didnt get anything i wanted for x-mas
suprise suprise yet again.
my room is a godawful mess
im so fucken lazy to clean it
my brother left his salad bowl in here
theres no way in hell im gona get the blame for that
im gona go put it in his room
i didnt get the digital camera i wanted
super bummer.
i still like steven
suprise suprise a third time
this is like a random bulletin board
i hit enter whenever i finish a thought
hahahaha wtf im so weird
im tired
thats probly why
its 137 am
wowie
k im out byebye
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| this may be the last thing that i write for long... |
[19 Dec 2003|08:44am] |
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All American Rejects- The Last Song |
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so this is pretty much gona be my last post for a while...my surgerys in like an hour and 45 minutes or something.
i dono how long i'll be fucked up for
but maybe im just over reacting and will be fine!
=O who knows
anywayyyyyyyyyy so yah basically im scared
my mom keeps saying i'll take it like "a trooper"
and i keep saying that im gona die
i think shes saying i'll be fine cuz she doesnt wana scare me
but i think shes scared too
ugh im so scared
my insides are churning
this is TERRIBLE
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| =[ scared |
[18 Dec 2003|09:58pm] |
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brown pride riders- we be rollin |
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so tommorow morning @ 10:30 is my surgery.
im so incredibly scared, you guys dont even know. ='[
nothin importants been goin on, jus the usual shit.
my break has officially started.
party at my house saturday night
yeeeeeeeaaa beyatch!
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| tyyyyyytttteeeee |
[15 Dec 2003|07:50pm] |
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today was awesome.
no complaints.
when i got home from school, i went into the backyard and blew bubbles.
it was SO fun..i dono why.
im just a lil kid like that.
nothing really eventful happened at school today.
im gona get into the shower right now and then do my english homework
layter
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| mmm...i have the munchies |
[14 Dec 2003|06:25pm] |
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Nelly&JustinTimberlake-WorkIt |
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smoked last night with some cooooool people =] i should proollllly cut down...
...NAH
lol
im bored tho man.
seriously!!!
not much to say...
nobody reads this but nikki anyway
HI NIKKI LOVE U NIKKI K THNX BYE NIKKI
layyyyyyyyyyyyyyyter playyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyer
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| FUN SHIT MANNN |
[12 Dec 2003|04:57pm] |
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Spliff Star- I Need My Chronic |
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last night me an my sis got pissed at my parents an shit, then we peaced out an went to this bar in penisquitos with my sisters frien josh, his frien tom an toms frien aaron. [[apparently aaron goes to RB]] anywaze so we were shootin pool an shit, then we smoked a bowl in toms car. that shit was dank an when i say dank i mean oh ma fucken god. 1 hit an i was BLOWN...i think thas cuz i havent smoked in a while or somethin tho. omfg tho ferreal that shit was hellla crazy. we left the bar at like 12 then went to some place in 4 S ranch. that shit was tyte tho it was in tha middle uh nowhere an then smoked another bowl. i dint tho cuz if my dad was up he woulda shit a mofuckin brick lol. i was gone anyway so it was aright. then omg everyone was HELLA FUNNY....but thas prolly cuz i was blown as a mofuckaaa. hahahah. alex an dominic are comin down here in a lil bit an hes gona smoke me out. =] yay for me. anywaze im outt
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| how uncool |
[10 Dec 2003|04:42am] |
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SMiLE*G-UNiT~MARiSSA DEDiCATioN |
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my cat woke me up.its 4:45. i dont hafta be up till 6. i wana take a shower, but wtf man its so cold and i cant take a shower cuz i dono what im gona do with my hair after. lol. i guess im not taking a shower. i need to see what im wearing. that doesnt even matter either.SWEET. so it turns out marissa's moving to england. that seriously sucks. yah i cried, no need to deny it. shes been my friend since like forever. WTF how gay. im so sad. this is unfair and totallyyyyyyyyy unnecessary. why her? why not one of the bitches that hate me at the school?
that would be a lot better.
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| nothins important... |
[05 Dec 2003|07:50pm] |
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busta,chingy,fat joe,nick cannon-shorty put it on the floor |
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damn man. i dun have mono after all, juss fucken lazy an shit. im pretty sick tho. feelin shitty. good thing i have no friends or plans for the weekend. makes me feel so fucken loved...skoo was skoo today. nothin special. felt like shit all day tho. my friends are so gay omfg
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[04 Dec 2003|10:47am] |
M to the O to the N to the O...hoo-fuckin-ray for mono!
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